Really tired…*sigh* Onwards Aoshima! ✊||👊🐬👊
I just woke up from a dream I couldn’t remember. I find myself staring at the ceiling with the feeling that I was being watched. About a minute passes by when I realized that I couldn’t move, I was terrified. While Struggling to move, I saw something in the corner of my eye. A blurred shadow with two dark holes as eyes was by my door. I wanted to yell but I couldn’t. By the time I was able to move I was sweating and the shadow was gone. FUCK D:
I’m starting to grow tired, not of others but of myself. I’m making choices that would make me feel comfortable when knowing it wouldn’t for others. I do it because i don’t want to be reminded about how unhappy i should be. I’m starting to see a version of me that I can’t comprehend, and I don’t want to be that person. That’s why im afraid to change little things that I’m used to because they’re all what I have left.
So she is one of those professors who wants to be on everyone’s good side. She wouldn’t yell at anyone unless she actually has to. Haha but i like how she says “damn, btch, asshle, and what the heck” regularly in her Ukrainian accent. Its so cute. I would say shes really quirky and probably my best professor this semester.